My Oedipus Complex Lyrics

I need somebody won't u help me
I need somebody won't you tell me who I am 
I need somebody please please help me
I need somebody u must tell me who I am 
I've been livin a lie so long it seems I've lived a life time
If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven 
And I believe it stems down from my family situation
I never liked my old man
I couldn't stand to be around him 
Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture
My heart turns to stone and I think of this 

You never loved me you never held me tight
instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night 
u tried to make me think that your ways were best
when all I was was an outlet for all your stress 

Life it's the ultimate sin
A game with no rules that you're expected to win 
My personal hell's hidden with a grin 
"Dad take the stand and let the trial begin" 
U said that oil and water don't mix though it seems cool
Keep with your own and don't fuck up our gene pool 
U should've went to school like your bigger brother
but you played the fool with a different color 
Runnin' ship with a whip
I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped 
Money made u so wise
how could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes 
Do as i say and not as I do
but I can't cuz when I look in the mirror I see u 
And oh the pain how it hurts
it was always your home and your business that came first 
U said a man is as good as his word
but your mind was closed and mine never herd 
They say the nut don't fall far from the tree
look at u then look at me... 

U ain't nothin to me u've never been to me
And all u ever gave a damn about was money see 
So now fuck u man you ain't shit to me
And it's the day that I die of this hate that I'm free 
Now I know growin up son that it ain't always been easy
and I know at times I was not always there for you 
We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time
but understand growin up son I never had a dime 
So I worked my ass off and I put myself thru college
and everything I have to this day u know I built it all 
Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that's lost between us
I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you 
Son I said I'm sorry... 
Son I said I'm sorry but still u resent me so
Son I said I'm sorry and why do u resent me so

I always loved u I always cared for u
just never wanted U to go thru what I've been thru 
I tried to raise my fuckin family just the best I know
and now I'm hated like the devil and for what I don't know 
Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!