Telemetry 12: Marilyn, My Bitterness Lyrics

I don't understand how you've done 
these things to me 
I cannot comprehend you lack 
of loyalty 
for you I would have shaken down the 
heavens from the sky 
but it seems my love was stronger than 
this love of yours that died 

Did you think it wouldn't hurt? 
did you think I wouldn't feel 
when the world came falling down? 
or maybe you didn't think at all 
and that's why I feel what I feel now 
did you think I wouldn't fall? 
did you think I wouldn't cry? 
did you think I wouldn't beg 
you to stay? 
one of these days you'll realize 
just what you've thrown away 

now I lie here in this empty bed 
and all I think about is you 
and I wonder if you miss me now 
and if your bed is empty too 

(bridge) 

Marilyn, my bitterness 
I've fallen to a stranger nightmare 
Marilyn, oh Marilyn 
I cannot... find my way / break away 

I'll absorb this agony 
I'll carry all this pain 
I'll wipe away this emptiness 
I'll purify this stain 
My wings will fold around me now 
for once a one was two 
and my memory is a monument 
that will always stand for you 

(bridge) 

(chorus) 

now must I go away?